Fences

If you let me I could,
I'd show you how to build your fences,
Set restrictions, separate from the world.
The constant battle that you hate to fight,
Just blame the limelight.

Don't look up
Just let them think
There's no place else
You'd rather be.

And now you can't turn back
Because this road is all you'll ever have.

And it's obvious that you're dying, dying.
Just living proof that the camera's lying.
And oh oh open wide, 'cause this is your night.
So smile.

Yeah, yeah you're asking for it
With every breath that you breathe in
Just breathe it in.
Yeah, yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talk, yeah..
So now let's see you walk it.
I said let's see you walk it.

Yeah, yeah well you're just a mess
You do all this big talk, yeah.
So now let's see you walk it.
I said let's see you walk it.

Out

Its all finally out in the open.

So...

So mom, why can't you see that this is a problem? Hiding and pretending it isn't happening won't change facts. In fact, it will just make everything worst. And things are already bad.... You're just making a bad thing worst.

Just admit it. I need help. I know it. You know it. Hell, everyone at school knows it. If you could just admit it and help me I might be able to get better.

So swallow your pride and I hope you realize soon that you can't keep pretending that I'm the perfect daughter that you want me to be.

Fail

I feel like I made a mistake talking to you. Why am I so afraid that this won't work out? Probably because nothing ever works out for me.... This is bound to fail. And, I'm sorry.

Done.

You don't understand. Hiding and ignoring the facts will not make it go away. It will only make things worst.

Memories in Black and White

I hear the whispers
Flowing through the halls
The memories of
The time I did fall
They follow me
A ghost from so long ago
I thought it was over
I guess I don't know
Where to go

I see the pictures
In my mind
How my pain is so very
One of a kind
There's no pain like it
The pain I spent
I hadn't realized
I'm still hell bent
I thought it was gone now
I guess I'm wrong now
I miss the times when
Shadows didn't follow

Burning, tearing, bringing me down
Always, darkness, following me now

Memories in black and white
Seem so far away
I guess these are the kind of things
The things that never fade
Memories in black and blue
Memories that hurt
I think of them, at least I try
Because they always burn
My Memories
In black and white
Reminders of how
I can never do things right

How Far?

How far do I have to go before I forget everything that's happened here? I don't want to remember, but I don't want to forget. Does that even make sense?

But the fact remains that I can't stay. And if I have to run away to get away, I will. Don't doubt it.