Secrets.

Secrets, secrets are no fun unless you tell everyone.

And something things are better left in the dark. So that's why I'm baffled as to why I told you. In hind sight, I probably shouldn't have. But I did, and now I can't take back my words.

"Words once spoken cannot be taken back"

Why? Why can't I just take back everything I've ever done and said. Everything has been a mistake anyways.

The worst part? More people know. They know of my inability to do anything right. They know how badly I've messed up. Why? Why do they have to know? It used to be so great. Exactly 5 people knew. I could count them all on one hand. A, C, E, M, O. Now, not so much. Too many people know. I don't even know who knows.

It was a mistake. Not a mistake to do it, but a mistake to tell people. A, F, J. They apparently know too. A figured it out. Am I that obvious? F knew, forgot, and then saw again. I need to learn to hide better. J, I broke down and told. I need a better shield.

Maybe she was right. Maybe I do need help.